last week i had a heart breaking experience. we were more than friends ( maybe from my view alone). we never really dated but had an understanding deep down that we loved each other. we've been friends for five good years till he decided to live his life without me in it.
We met at my muym's shop. he pretended to buy something which i knew was not his reason for being there; he wanred to talk to me of course.I kew that bcos most you ng men who came there always wanted to talk to me.he was different though( or so i thought) later on we became friends, he wanted to have sex with me initially but i bluntly refused bsides iwas still a virgin so it was a no go area. he asked for a relationship but i was already in one at school, he said he didn't mind being my home boyfriend and he would wait for me to be through with school. i tucked that some where in my heart.we remained friends. when i come back we always meet though we quarell with lots of pride talk in retrospect i think he talked to me in condescending manners; i thought it was all pride fight btw us and whenever he's seriuos he would make his intentions for known. he was kind though. he alwayss gave me financial support whenever i asked for it but he never called me. i always called on his bday n celebration times bt he nevr did; i thought he had flings that were distractring him but would end when i come back finally from school. january this year he said publicly in a pub that he wants to marry me. i was excited though i never told him i just asked if it would work since we weren't in arelationship. he said when i come back we would build one. a week before i came back i found out on facebook that he was married! i actually fainted. so much for human promises. he never efven called to tell me his plans.